i want to go to your grave everyday to talk to you ... people tell me you cant hear me because you are gone
i just tell them you might be gone in their eyes but not in mine..because you still in my heart and you will always be,.
.i cry when i think of you..but people ask me why? i just tell them how i felt about you and that i still love you and miss you so much..
but people just tell me there is no piont in still still loving you..because you are gone and will never coming back and i agree with them..
you are gone but you will never be forgotten and one day we will meet aggain i promise.
.i pray to god everynight asking him to keep you safe and i talk to him about meeting you again.
i wanted to kill myself just so i could see your face again in heaven...but then i knew you would not want me to do that..
i try to be happy but i cant when i know that i wont hear your voice for along time i always thought i could live without you but i really feel i cant..
.i never thought you would have left me... mum said to me you would never left me ...god just needed an angel.. i still remember as yesterday..
i ask god can i be his next angel?
so i can be with you but he never replies.i even ask god why??? why did he have to take you and make me hurt so much...
i dont think anyone really knows how much its hurt to be missing you...i hate you not being around i wish i could even see you one last time..so i can say GOODBYE...
.i wish i could look back on the good time with you but that has all gone everything has change and even thinking about it make me want to cry..cry so much.
.but my mum tell me not to cry.. She told. you were looking over me and you would not want me to cry ..
she told me i could look back at the good memories but i cant do that without him because i need him to be with me while we look back.
she asked me why??? i answered because i need to see his smile and his touch while we smile together and look back at the good memories..
mum said why dont you tell him the good memories i know he listen to you he never be far from you daling.. he always be with you
i wish i could say goodbbye
i love you dad
Maitan.
Maitan.
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Maitan.